Just know that God’s got your back. I know that there are some yet that God will awaken the seeds we’ve placed, and I know some will germinate. God is righteous in judgment and truth. He is able to discern the heart. There are some that will make it, in spite of having precious little clothing of righteous acts on. God can see and hear the yearnings of our hearts, and he is just to honor a repentant heart.
Luke 21:15 For I will give you a mouth and wisdom, which all your adversaries shall not be able to gainsay nor resist.